FALLEN: For every fallen thing that rose again by loving (4)

BOOK FOUR: THE BECOMING

Where Love Found Them Anyway

________________________________________

Chapter 15: The Long Goodbye

By the twenty-first century, it was almost over.

The humans had stopped believing. Not all of them—there were always a few, clinging to old stories, old hopes. But most of them just... moved on. They had phones in their pockets and screens on their walls and a million distractions that didn't require gods or demons. They had each other, and that was almost enough.

The demons gathered one last time. Not in Pandemonium—that place had been empty for centuries—but in a rented conference room in New York City, because that's where things happened now. That's where decisions were made.

There were seventy-two of them, but they didn't look like demons anymore. They looked like people. Business suits. Casual clothes. One of them—Furfur—wore a hoodie and kept checking his phone.

"We have to face it," Paimon said. He was at the front, standing behind a podium that felt ridiculous but somehow necessary. "It's over. The humans don't need us. They don't even think about us."

"They still love," Sitri said quietly. "I see it every day. Real love. Messy love. Complicated love. But love."

"And they still hurt each other," Andras growled. He was in the back, arms crossed, jaw tight. "They still get angry. Still get greedy. Still get cruel."

"But they call it different things now," Paimon said. "They've taken what we do and rebranded it as human nature. We're not tempters anymore. We're just... symptoms."

"So what do we do?" Buer asked. He'd been a healer, once. Now he worked as a nurse in a hospital in Queens, and he'd never been happier. "I mean... I've been thinking. Maybe this isn't a bad thing."

Andras turned on him. "Not a bad thing? We're dying, Buer. We're fading. In a hundred years, there won't be anyone left who even remembers our names."

"And?" Buer said quietly. "What have we lost, really? The power to make people miserable? The satisfaction of watching them choose wrong? I've spent the last twenty years helping people. Real people. With real pain. And you know what? It feels better than tempting ever did."

The room went quiet.

Stolas stood up. He was old now—not in the way demons aged, but in the way something that had existed too long eventually got tired. "Buer's right. I've been teaching. High school astronomy. Kids who look at me like I'm just some old man who likes stars. And when they get it—when they finally understand that those points of light are whole other worlds, whole other possibilities—I feel something I haven't felt since before the fall."

"What?" Paimon asked.

Stolas smiled. It was a real smile. "Wonder. Not the kind that comes from being shown something new. The kind that comes from showing it."

Andras stood up so fast his chair fell over. "This is pathetic. You've gone soft. All of you. We're not humans. We're not teachers and nurses and consultants. We're fallen angels. We're demons. We're—"

"We're whatever we choose to be," Paimon said quietly. "That's the thing about falling. Once you've done it once, you can keep doing it. Or you can stop."

Andras stared at him for a long moment. Then he turned and walked out, slamming the door behind him.

No one followed.

________________________________________

Chapter 16: The Becoming

In the years that followed, the demons scattered.

Some, like Andras, kept fighting. They found each other in the dark corners of the world, plotting rebellions that no one would notice, nursing angers that no one shared. They became ghosts, haunting a world that had forgotten how to be haunted.

Some, like Belial, found new ways to be what they'd always been. Belial went into finance—hedge funds, specifically—and discovered that humans had invented a system that made temptation obsolete. Why bother whispering when the whole market was a whisper?

But most of them did what Buer and Stolas had done. They became human.

Not all at once. Not with a dramatic fall and a crash of wings. Just... gradually. They took jobs. Made friends. Fell in love. Forgot, sometimes, what they'd been. Remembered, sometimes, in dreams.

Paimon became a consultant. Strategy, they called it. He sat in boardrooms and listened to executives argue, and he thought: I've been doing this for millennia. You have no idea. But he kept it to himself, and he helped them, and sometimes they even listened.

Stolas kept teaching. Mr. Cole, they called him. He had a classroom with a big window, and at the end of every day, he'd pull down the shades and show his students the stars on a projector. They didn't know he'd been watching those stars since before their ancestors existed. They just knew he made space feel real.

Buer kept healing. He worked in hospice now, helping people die. He'd hold their hands and tell them it was okay, that whatever came next—nothing, something, everything—they wouldn't face it alone. He didn't tell them he'd once been something else. He didn't need to.

Sitri became a therapist. Specialized in couples. People said she had a gift for understanding what people really wanted, even when they didn't know themselves. She just smiled and nodded and thought about the old days, when wanting was a weapon instead of a wound.

Furfur started a tech company. Disruptive innovation, they called it. He called it chaos with a business plan. It worked.

And one by one, they stopped being demons. Not because they forgot—most of them remembered, at least a little. But because remembering mattered less than living.

________________________________________

Chapter 17: The Marriage

Sitri married a human.

His name was David. He was a writer. He had kind eyes and messy hair and a way of looking at her like she was the only person in the world.

They'd met in her office. He'd come for therapy after a bad breakup. Sat on her couch and talked about how he'd loved someone who couldn't love him back, how he'd given everything and gotten nothing, how he didn't know if he could ever try again.

And Sitri, who'd spent millennia making love complicated, found herself saying: "You can. You will. Because that's what love does. It keeps trying."

He looked at her. Really looked. "How do you know?"

"Because I've been watching humans for a very long time. And the ones who keep loving—the ones who keep trying, even after they've been hurt—they're the ones who figure it out."

After the session, he asked her to coffee. She said yes.

That was five years ago. Now they were standing in front of a judge in a small courthouse, saying words that humans had been saying for thousands of years.

"I, David, take you, Sitri, to be my wife. To have and to hold, from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish, until death do us part."

Sitri looked at him and felt something she'd never felt before. Not the hunger. Not the want. Not the manipulation. Just... peace. Just the sense of being seen. Really seen. By someone who knew her—all of her, the centuries, the fall, the tempting, the becoming—and loved her anyway.

"I, Sitri, take you, David, to be my husband. To have and to hold, from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish, until death do us part."

She meant every word.

Later, at the small reception, Paimon found her by the window, looking out at the city.

"How does it feel?" he asked.

"Like coming home," she said. "Like I've been falling for a very long time, and I finally landed somewhere soft."

Paimon nodded. "That's love. Real love. Not the kind we used to trade in."

"No. Not that kind." She looked at him. "Do you think we can have this? Even after everything we've done?"

"I think," Paimon said slowly, "that if love conquers all, that includes what we've done. That includes who we were. That includes the fall itself."

Sitri smiled. It was a real smile. "I hope you're right."

"So do I."


Comments

Popular posts from this blog

Tutorial: Mengunduh Data Keuangan Dari Yahoo! Finance

Triangulasi (Metode Campuran)

Membuat Tabel (Siap) Publikasi di Stata